From Station Island
‘I hate how quick I was to know my place.
I hate where I was born, hate everything
that made me biddable and unforthcoming,’
I mouthed at my half-composed face
in the shaving mirror, like somebody
drunk in the bathroom during a wild party,
lulled and repelled by his own reflection.
As if the cairnstone could defy the cairn.
As if the eddy could reform the pool.
As if a stone swirled under a cascade,
eroded and eroding in its bed,
could grind itself down to a different core.
Then I thought of the tribe whose dances never fail
for they keep dancing till they sight the deer.
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